♫ Sunday, November 27, 2011
Why do people that I cherish the most, stand just out of reach from me.
Why aren't they closer to me. I dont put up any fences with them and I try so hard to narrow the gap in between.
Maybe they are not as close to me as I am to them.
Maybe it's just not meant to be.
But it still hurts like fuck.
I have had support for so long. Only now do I feel the true pain as I stand alone.
Whats wrong with me.
Why do I purposely choose to stand alone.
Maybe I'm a masochist.
My head hurts so much.
I told myself not to be so dependant on someone but I did it anyway. Knowing all too well what would be the outcome no matter what is said and done.
My own destruction.
10:07 PM