♫ Thursday, October 20, 2011

I cleaned my room and decided that my thick blanket had to be washed and cleaned, right before the weather got cold.

So I caught the flu. Leaking nose and zonked out half the time because of sneezing.

Karma? Maybe. Hahaha.

Anyway, I cant get to sleep. So some thoughts popped up in my head while I was staring at nothing, drinking water from one of those 1.5 litre bottles.

I realised this some time ago actually.

Now I know, in my religion at least, why tattooing is not allowed.

Not because something foreign and permanent was entering your body.

but because it hurts the body. (In my honest opinion, of course. Other people may say otherwise.)

Being not so educated in my own religion, I grew up mixing the little things that was taught to me with my own views on things.

God made everything. So nothing is actually forbidden.

If something is really forbidden, and its left on earth to tempt and test us humans. Then its only human to give in (or not) to temptation, to pass or to fail the test.

And then we learn from the mistakes we make.

We are not born smart and that is how he teaches us.

(Again, just my opinion.)

Besides, the body is an amazing thing. Self-healer.

I also recently read something about a group that is of a religion but the ways of praying is similar to that of another religion. (?)

Uhh.. Dont know what all the fuss is about?

There are many different types of people in this world

so it kinda makes sense that there are also a whole lot of different religions.

Hence all the different ways of worshipping and praying to a God.

But thats just it. A God. ONE.

Uhh.. Hello?

Don't know why suddenly religion is the topic today.

Anyway, I'm having some issues right now.

Wondering whether I should keep them to myself, feeling safe and guarded

or just let everything out but then feeling vulnerable.

And if I choose one, I will long for the other.

Ahh, what the heck. :D